You may have better luck with other cities. Mhaldor has no time for ego from novices. You are nothing special until you prove yourself. You are called a slave and a maggot for a reason and that reason is because whatever value you thought you had... does not matter. You are just a warm body for the cannon fodder until you prove yourself more than that.
Shrug. I'm done with the debate. I'm not here to push IG politics or make a point. I had a bad experience and was relaying it. I just hope that if you ever struggle with staying alive, you guys find another community to help you with that. I was alone and desperate and people have jumped on that to ridicule and mock me. I tried to get help here and I was shown how futile that is. Some of us struggle with mental health - making me an example just ensures that others won't seek help. Forum chatter was enough to keep me engaged past crisis point, so thank you for that.
Since you want to address this topic: I am basically brand new to this game. I just play some newbs, starting being active again to spin the wheel. Saying I should advocate for myself is bullshit - for context, I tried to join Mhaldor (on another newb). I'm not having the best day. It turned into Aegoth basically trying to incite suicide. I have no history or reputation in this game - you guys can decide how you want your communities run, but I personally find suicidal encouragement pretty lame. I'm not looking for a crutch or sympathy. I know nobody here.
Having seen that full log of the conversation, this is not what happened at all.
Leave this off the forums. If you feel someone did that, issue them.
Shrug. I'm done with the debate. I'm not here to push IG politics or make a point. I had a bad experience and was relaying it. I just hope that if you ever struggle with staying alive, you guys find another community to help you with that. I was alone and desperate and people have jumped on that to ridicule and mock me. I tried to get help here and I was shown how futile that is. Some of us struggle with mental health - making me an example just ensures that others won't seek help. Forum chatter was enough to keep me engaged past crisis point, so thank you for that.
Achaea is a bandaid for mental health (at most), not the place to seek help. Much like taking over the counter pain medication when you have a toothache until you can see a dentist. You can bring up your problems with mental health but much like in real life, expect people to just sever contact with you, especially since we're strangers (in a strange land).
Shrug. I'm done with the debate. I'm not here to push IG politics or make a point. I had a bad experience and was relaying it. I just hope that if you ever struggle with staying alive, you guys find another community to help you with that. I was alone and desperate and people have jumped on that to ridicule and mock me. I tried to get help here and I was shown how futile that is. Some of us struggle with mental health - making me an example just ensures that others won't seek help. Forum chatter was enough to keep me engaged past crisis point, so thank you for that.
This is absolutely not the place to seek help for mental health problems. At best it won't be very helpful, at worst it will actively do harm. One possibly way is, even if for the sake of argument everything goes as ideally as possible, and people are totally understanding and patient, that will help justify not seeking real help because a game alleviates some of the issues. Whatever's going on, bringing it up with a bunch of strangers who frankly aren't interested in hearing about it isn't going to help nearly as much as bringing it up to a local mental health outpatient clinic would.
Message #8488 Sent by Achaea
2017/11/18/2:18 This death was paid for by SomeGuy. The reason given was: multiple continued attacks for no reason or justification while graced.
I had to laugh. Apparently Mhaldor is so awesome now, we have figured out a way to kill people through grace during "multiple continued attacks" (mostly called raiding). I wish I was half as crazy/badass as some of the things I've been hearing through the grape vine, lately.
And I love too Be still, my indelible friend That love soon might end You are unbreaking And be known in its aching Though quaking Shown in this shaking Though crazy Lately of my wasteland, baby That's just wasteland, baby
Shrug. I'm done with the debate. I'm not here to push IG politics or make a point. I had a bad experience and was relaying it. I just hope that if you ever struggle with staying alive, you guys find another community to help you with that. I was alone and desperate and people have jumped on that to ridicule and mock me. I tried to get help here and I was shown how futile that is. Some of us struggle with mental health - making me an example just ensures that others won't seek help. Forum chatter was enough to keep me engaged past crisis point, so thank you for that.
Yes... the Internet is the place for compassion and support! LOL
Message #8488 Sent by Achaea
2017/11/18/2:18 This death was paid for by SomeGuy. The reason given was: multiple continued attacks for no reason or justification while graced.
I had to laugh. Apparently Mhaldor is so awesome now, we have figured out a way to kill people through grace during "multiple continued attacks" (mostly called raiding). I wish I was half as crazy/badass as some of the things I've been hearing through the grape vine, lately.
I fulfilled contracts on Saeva and Zackery for the same reason by the same guy last night. Solidly lol'd. Like I told Saeva, I hope you guys pk him for it. And then I hope he hires again for the pk, so I can get more contracts. And then I hope you pk him for the 2nd stupid contract. Food drive for your friendly neighborhood mark
Message #8488 Sent by Achaea
2017/11/18/2:18 This death was paid for by SomeGuy. The reason given was: multiple continued attacks for no reason or justification while graced.
I had to laugh. Apparently Mhaldor is so awesome now, we have figured out a way to kill people through grace during "multiple continued attacks" (mostly called raiding). I wish I was half as crazy/badass as some of the things I've been hearing through the grape vine, lately.
I fulfilled contracts on Saeva and Zackery for the same reason by the same guy last night. Solidly lol'd. Like I told Saeva, I hope you guys pk him for it. And then I hope he hires again for the pk, so I can get more contracts. And then I hope you pk him for the 2nd stupid contract. Food drive for your friendly neighborhood mark
Apparently, while he was graced and flying above the group, he was getting becalmed or tentacled, and then falling and getting injured due to fall damage. He couldn't tumble out (or didn't know how), couldn't leap, and was blocked, so would try flying again only to get becalmed/tentacled again (he wasn't clear which one it was, he's pretty new). I gave him some advice and told him to ISSUE about it as that seems like a bug.
We told him to tumble like 10 times and all he did was keep spamming our block in a single direction like 200 times. Then he did it again when he came back twice more.
Your daegger plunges its serrated blade into Drake's chest. As the daegger slowly withdraws from the jagged wound, his still-beating heart comes with it.
You have slain Drake.
Your triumph suffuses you with a great rush of experience.
And I love too Be still, my indelible friend That love soon might end You are unbreaking And be known in its aching Though quaking Shown in this shaking Though crazy Lately of my wasteland, baby That's just wasteland, baby
Your daegger plunges its serrated blade into Drake's chest. As the daegger slowly withdraws from the jagged wound, his still-beating heart comes with it.
You have slain Drake.
Your triumph suffuses you with a great rush of experience.
And I love too Be still, my indelible friend That love soon might end You are unbreaking And be known in its aching Though quaking Shown in this shaking Though crazy Lately of my wasteland, baby That's just wasteland, baby
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Leave this off the forums. If you feel someone did that, issue them.
Oonz oonz
i'm a rebel
Made it about 3x faster.
Also:
Found the best background for the client now that I am dragon.
AAAAASSSSHHHHAAAAAXXXEEEIIIII
Message #8488 Sent by Achaea 2017/11/18/2:18 This death was paid for by SomeGuy. The reason given was: multiple continued attacks for no reason or justification while graced.
I had to laugh. Apparently Mhaldor is so awesome now, we have figured out a way to kill people through grace during "multiple continued attacks" (mostly called raiding). I wish I was half as crazy/badass as some of the things I've been hearing through the grape vine, lately.
That love soon might end You are unbreaking
And be known in its aching Though quaking
Shown in this shaking Though crazy
Lately of my wasteland, baby That's just wasteland, baby
EDIT: www.halfofus.com
my best raid ever
Dude deserved it.
That love soon might end You are unbreaking
And be known in its aching Though quaking
Shown in this shaking Though crazy
Lately of my wasteland, baby That's just wasteland, baby
That love soon might end You are unbreaking
And be known in its aching Though quaking
Shown in this shaking Though crazy
Lately of my wasteland, baby That's just wasteland, baby
Was using a random longbow I picked up instead of my arty bow
Well that explains it....