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A "breakup" is not when I find that you've been plotting to become some kind of Queen of the Universe through fire and war. "Breakup" is an entirely insufficient word to describe that!
It is perfectly reasonable.
Do you, or did you, have any role models?
In my three hundred years, I have had many rolemodels that have assisted shaping me who I am today. Though I will only name those that have done the most shaping to me and those would be Nulaye, Wulfen, Sartan/Shaitan/Apollyon, Gorlasintan, Kaevan, and finally Xenomorph.
How do you generally treat others?
As they deserve to be treated as such. Normally with respect, naturally slaves are treated as slaves should be treated as. I do find some individuals to fetch me my tea whilst I am deep in concentration for the Master or other duties.
What do you consider your greatest achievement?
I have quite a few notable achievements such as serving as Messiah of the Damned, serving as one of His Generals and leading forces to victory during assaults, particularly with Icons, and also in the ritualistic pursuits I have been one of the few to summon the portal master Lord Malortis. Yet, achievements, regardless of notability does not often matter when it comes to the Master, service is ultimately what matters to Him. One must not allow their egos and pride to take over and boast and become clouded in what truly matters- serving fruitfully and effectively, no matter what.
What is your idea of perfect happiness?
True Service
What is your dream occupation?
The Master knows of my goals, should he deem I am worthy of them, then we shall see them through. Should He not, then I will abide by His choice and continue to Serve Him.
What is your most treasured possession?
A Bloodsteel Talon that was a gift to me granted by @Sartan, this was a symbol of my service for organizing an event for Mhaldor and seeing it through. He reminded me to continue to work with His public, and I vowed to continue to do so.
Where do you travel to most often, and why?
The Cathedral to view the library for historical and ritualistic information, the forge to construct weapons. The Temple of Evil to contemplate and even speak with the Master when needed.
When and where were you the happiest?
In my Master’s temple.
What is your most marked characteristic?
My left eye has been removed cruelly and my right eye is a crimson hue.
What is it that you most dislike?
Those that create unneeded animosity and discord internally. Those that evade from the Truth. Power hungry individuals.
What is your greatest fear (may be a little spoiler-y? You can omit, of course)?
Fear is a weakness of the mind, I have no fears.
What is your greatest extravagance?
My hood of Sphinx
Who do you most despise?
I do not despise anyone truly. I dislike heathens though, this is only natural. Yet, this is the Lord’s planet and all things shall come to Him at some point.
What is your greatest regret?
My regrets are personal, yet I have learned to live with them and learn from them.
Which talent would you most like to have?
Brush up on my current talents and specialisations. I would desire overall improvement over all my talents and not merely just pick one or two. This is so that I may serve the Lord in multiple ways and serve Him more efficiently and sufficiently.
What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
Overcritical in work.
What is the trait you most deplore in others?
Dishonesty, traitor
What do you most value in your friends?
Loyalty, Trust, Service.
What do you consider the most overrated virtue?
I tend too be too indirect when bringing up issues
On what occasions do you lie?
I do not lie
Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
In Strength, Certainly, Splendid, Where is my tea
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
Evil has not change. Suffering and Oppression wielded in each hand, yet it is closer for His Chosen. Suffering and Oppression are a part of me like a two sided coin. There is nothing to change when to comes myself in His Service.
How would you like to die?
Death is meaningless.
Describe a typical dream you might have.
I am a dragon, I do not dream.
Describe your worst nightmares.
I fear nothing, I do not dream, therefore I do not have any nightmares. Excuse me, it is time for my tea.
Do you, or did you, have any role models?
Evacuation of the city.
Do you, or did you, have any role models?
Now, there are no more heroes.
(Being driven by primal Serpent instincts, Bronislav often struggles with concepts such as territoriality, greed, arrogance, and bloodthirst. The fact that Iocun seems to experience none of these things - indeed, that he seemingly has no trouble with them at all - is just mind-boggling. That, and he knows how to kill bad people.
Rinzai would probably be closer to a role-model in recent years, if he were around!
(..Yeah, Serpent instincts color his interactions towards others. He often keeps to himself, barring helping those who ask for assistance - but anyone who violates the sanctity of his nest, and his people, and his family should die. He is very 'MINE!' in regard to Cyrene. Have fun running Bronislav's city, Verrucht.
In the face of all these things, my children are my greatest achievement. Within them are the potential, if not the presence, of glory that I could never hope to reach. Valour, unsullied by the instincts that are part and parcel of who I am.
(Bron really loves his kids. The fact that they tend to be freaking awesome in more ways than I can easily list really drives this point home, although there have been some occasions where Bron's kids have gone dormant or suicided. And that makes him sad.
(Bron's arrogance and a thirst for authority partially stems from never -actually- being in a position of real power; he was Otoji of the Body in the Mojushai, but beyond that, his position has always been of a lieutenant serving others - whether it's as an aide to a Ministry, a subordinate to a separate group, or a council member counseling another. It's not that has hasn't tried - two lost bids for a Senator spot, and being looked over on several occasions for particular Ministry seats is a testament to that, despite his relatively younger age.)
(I know that Cyrenians aren't the sort who conquer new territories, but in the case of Zanzibaar, Bronislav might make an exception. The weather, the rum, the isolation, and the fact that it's a major port make the dream of 'Bronislav Zviera, Prince of Zanzibaar' a mouth-watering concept. Even if it's just a dream.
(He's an arrogant bastard, but the fact that he cares about most people usually evens him out, and the fact that he can love and is loved give him a reason to aspire to something greater than his aforementioned perfect happiness and dream occupation!)
(More specifically, Tuar - he's been collecting eagle feather talisman pieces for the headdress artefact. Generally, Bron likes visiting islands: it gives him the illusion of claiming territory for his own as he wipes out any trace of the corruption hurting the local populace and gives hope to those best suited for a peaceful society.
He's killed so many Nelbennir and giant insects that it's a wonder that the Lamarian people aren't a bustling city by now.)
(Bron's moments of happiness are few and far in-between. He's content, usually, but his happiness comes in small accomplishments that build up into something awesome.)
(Before the Bal'met conflict, Bron had stormy blue-gray eyes. While he was a demi-god, his eyes had an amber, molten-gold quality to them. He became mortal, and his eyes returned to their normal color, but the remnants of his former touch with Divinity linger on in his eyes.
..The fact that he wears a helmet that covers most of his face hides this from view, although with the coming of Logosmas, he's taken it off. So, enjoy the eyes while you can.
(You know those performances held by Scarlattans and the Virtuosi (and Ty Beirdd before them!)? Bronislav reeeaaaallly dislikes those - they're dull, stodgy affairs that leave Bron either tinkering on mental reflexes, doing business in Tells, or quietly dozing off in the corner. It might tie in to the fact that Bron really doesn't involve himself in such performances. The irony of it is, that these performances are often part and parcel of Cyrene is an aspect he actually values about the city: Cyrene is a beautiful city, filled with culture and art and creation (little c-creation.), and it's worth protecting in Bron's mind - but damned if he entirely appreciates taking turns to show off.)
(Bronislav originally went to Cyrene to avoid the prospect of murdering his close friends (by joining Hashan) or an infatuation (by joining Shallam). He remained there, in the Mojushai, in order to find a balance between his humanity (metaphorically speaking) and his primal Serpent nature. Seeing other Serpents revel in constant murder, pickpocketing others as young as they can get away with, destroying without rhyme or reason - these are more than signs of simply weakness to Bron. They are clear indicators of an atrophied morality and an undisciplined nature succumbing to insanity.)
(Bron can be lavish with those he cares about most dearly, but 2000cr was brutal to spend on one item. Even if it has been handy!)
(Bron's pretty apathetic about most people, as long as they leave Cyrene and its people alone. He distrusts Ashtani, and he expects a fight from most Mhaldorians - but the only group he holds a particular animosity towards are pirates.)
(Bron was born in Shallam before the flame. By the time Shallam was being attacked, he was of the Mojushai - in the Circle of the Rat, if I recall correctly. The laws of his House didn't permit him to fight outside of the city's walls. Bron always abided by the Mojushai's tenants, but he will always regret not being there to fight for his home. It partially ties into why he seeks to improve relations between at least himself and Targossas.
Even if some of them are DICKS.
(If only for Bron to be even more of a peacock and immortalize the glory of himself and those he admires most.
(Bron tries to catch himself with this, but it doesn't always work - but there was one time that someone said "Dragons aren't so tough!" and was heckling a little bit. Bron dragonformed, tracked, and landed in front of him. Stared him down until he said, "I meant no offense" before Bron romped away. Someone pointed out that it was kind of a dick move and, while the manner of pointing it out irritated him, he felt pretty shitty after the fact.
In Bron's defense, he sent a letter with a profuse apology and 100 chunks of bacon to the man, and promised that he'd do better. I think the apology was accepted, but it was always ambivalent.)
I suppose I despise duplicity. Speak plain and true, with the convictions of your heart - I might kill you for it, but you will earn my unending respect for doing so. For however little that's worth.
(Bron doesn't take subtle language particularly well, and there's more than one occasion when the exasperated Serpent told someone to get to the damned point.)
(Strange that Bron would invoke the Serpentlord's axiom, but it's appropriate.)
(Going where angels fear to tread is a family legacy that began with his mother and uncle, and one that he hopes his children adopt.)
(Bron is usually very honest, but if there's an occasion where twisting the truth suits him, it's something he at least considers.)
(To be honest, the ".." before beginning a sentence is Bron's thing. It usually implies a bit of silence before speaking, although whether it's hesitation, or thinking, or consternation, is usually pretty vague.)
(Bron is, as @Allene has called him, a "proud peacock". His ego isn't fragile, but stoking it feels wonderful. The good news is, he's aware of it - and, usually, he goes out of his way to keep it in check.)
(I'm resisting the urge to quote Tyrion Lannister: "In my own bed, at the age of 80, with a belly full of wine and a girl's mouth around my cock." But that would be icky and vulgar~.
(Lackluster, I know. But meh.
No.
(He's had his fair share - but he'd rather not relive them!)
I do not dream, or sleep, or have nightmares...
Do you, or did you, have any role models?
I emulate traits I see in others and find desirable. No one person have I sought to emulate completely.
How do you generally treat others?
Everyone has something to teach and something to learn.
What do you consider your greatest achievement?
Whatever traits caused my Goddess to chose me to lead Her Order. I'll let you know when I figure that one out.
What is your idea of perfect happiness?
Those that see happiness as an idea don't understand that it is a choice.
What is your dream occupation?
Creating stuff. Anything really.
What is your most treasured possession?
Her approval.
Where do you travel to most often, and why?
My ship. It's a good place to think.
When and where were you the happiest?
In Her presence.
What is your most marked characteristic?
My eyes.
What is it that you most dislike?
The cold.
What is your greatest fear (may be a little spoiler-y? You can omit, of course)?
Not sure.
What is your greatest extravagance?
Not sure.
Who do you most despise?
Not sure.
What is your greatest regret?
My first wife.
Which talent would you most like to have?
If I want to do something, I do it. If I need to learn how, I learn how.
What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
If I deplore something about myself, I fix it.
What is the trait you most deplore in others?
Choosing extremes. Pick any.
What do you most value in your friends?
Friendship.
What do you consider the most overrated virtue?
Extremes. Pick one.
On what occasions do you lie?
I generally lie down before sleeping.
Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
Not sure.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
If I want to change something, I change it.
How would you like to die?
I die a lot. Can't say I really like or dislike it. Just a part of life.
Describe a typical dream you might have.
Moonrise.
Describe your worst nightmares.
Sunrise.
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The years after Selene's passing where all the joy was gone from the world.
I've had a few during my existence, though- I'd much prefer to keep that on a need to know basis.
I'd just rather not, mates.
Medi says, "If kit says to show up somewhere, bring an apron."
Medi says, "Rule of thumb."
Do you, or did you, have any role models?
My first and foremost role-model is @Taraus, my esteemed mentor, and Minister of Culture in Mhaldor; I strive to emulate her in my conduct at all times. In terms of my chosen class of Runewarden, @Roroan is both an excellent pedagogue and instructor in what is expected of the followers of the Master when on and off the battlefield. I also take @Herenicus as an example of wit and intelligence in service of Evil, and would hope to one day offer him a work of my own to critique.
How do you generally treat others?
It largely varies based on my relation to them. With respect and usually a bow or salute if they are of Mhaldor, followed by an inquiry as to how I may be of service if they have attained a greater rank in the service of the Master than I. Those ignorant of Seven Truths with methodical exegesis of the Seven Truths, heretics with silent contempt if met with silence in return or open scorn if brazen in their weak and foolish beliefs.
What do you consider your greatest achievement?
Beyond pledging my wretched life in service of the Lord Sartan, the Malevolent, His city of Mhaldor, and the Seven Truths of Evil, thus far it is probably being grated the great @Taraus as my mentor, and not yet having given the Minister cause to have me executed… I hope…
What is your idea of perfect happiness?
Hours spent reading and discussing the writings of the great philosophers of the Seven Truths and writing tracts crushing the delusions and false-consciousness of Heretics. Perhaps with a cigar and some tea as well…
What is your dream occupation?
To be a minion in service of Mhaldor and the Dread House Legates… Specifically, I would aspire to any role in the service of spreading the Seven Truths through the use of words, written, spoken… and sketched in runes on totems or the ground near Heretics.
In addition, of course, to providing @Taraus her tea promptly, and prepared to the exacting standards of excellence the Minister expects in all things…
What is your most treasured possession?
The journal I purchased from the Scriptorium with my mentor in which I have inscribed the Seven Truths, and record what I have learnt through h suffering in the service of Evil.
Where do you travel to most often, and why?
The Halls of Thoth for the time being… I consider it an opportunity to learn, and purge my own weakness through suffering. Though I would like to make less of a habit of it…
When and where were you the happiest?
In the Scriptorium in Mhaldor, shortly after embracing Evil, and finding for the first time the enormous collection of works on Evil contained therein.
What is your most marked characteristic?
It is hard to say, as I have been often told that my appearance is filthy, dishevelled, and a blunt gardening instrument in the eye of the beholder…but probably the overwhelming halitosis, or the persistent miasma that seems to follow me wherever I go…
What is it that you most dislike?
Ignorance, country-music, young children, baby animals, and hugs… especially hugs in public… such displays are truly sickening.
What is your greatest fear (may be a little spoiler-y? You can omit, of course)?
That I would admit to possessing such a weakness as cowardice! Especially in a context where the Minister or any other of my betters might see it! Uh… this answer doesn’t count of course…
What is your greatest extravagance?
Probably my predilection for cigars and liquor, as they are dratted expensive, and above my station as a Thrall… also the liquor is definitely not allowed, so I haven’t had any for a while now…
Who do you most despise?
It is hard to narrow it down to a single personality…
What is your greatest regret?
Until recently, it was walking into the cave of the Leviathan without looking inside to see that it was the cave of the Leviathan first, but recently that might have been overtaken by my regret of the decision to lick a Baalzadeen after seeing an Apostate do it… apparently they only taste pleasant to the one who summoned them…
Which talent would you most like to have?
The ability to strike down those who would dare oppose the Unbreakable Will of the Master, Lord Sartan the Malevolent, at the mere sight of my inscriptions. To physically destroy them through the use of Runelore, but, more importantly, to crush their feeble minds beneath the weight of my arguments, crush them to such an extent that all their pathetic hopes and dreams are reduced to nothing, not even a thought of dust!
What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
I most deplore my weakness and inexperience in the ways of Evil generally, but, especially, my weakness on the battlefield.
What is the trait you most deplore in others?
The most hated and wretched trait I encounter in others is contentment… narcissistic, apathetic, feeble minded, weak and contemptuous contentment. That, and unwarranted affection for weak, irritating, small, fluffy animals…
What do you most value in your friends?
I value and consider those my friends who have both the capacity and the will to learn strength through suffering alongside me, and an insatiable, unending desire for more…
What do you consider the most overrated virtue?
It is a difficult question, as there are so many to choose from… Mercy, pity, forgiveness, tolerance… But if I had to choose, I would most probably say an open mind.
On what occasions do you lie?
I do not lie… Except when asked if I lie or if I have seen any bear cubs recently…
Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
“May I ask a question?” “Uhmm…” “Errr…” “I see…” “Oh dear …”
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
Perhaps I should like to be a little taller? Or at least better able to withstand physical damage, that I might learn more through suffering before perishing…
How would you like to die?
Wreathed in flames, in tremendous agony as I watch the forests of Eleusis burn to ashes around me while cackling insanely… perhaps surviving long enough to watch those of its inhabitants who survive water the smouldering ashes with their tears to such an extent that the earth is salted and nothing might ever grow there again….
That would be nice… yes….
Describe a typical dream you might have.
I am walking through the Red Mist toward the city, killing figures that emerge from it, feeling stronger with each blow but never seeming to reach Mhaldor…. On some nights, I recognize the faces. Their screams give me great satisfaction.
Describe your worst nightmares.
The ones where I am in the place with the fluffy kittens… the ones that will not die and can apparently no pain…. The mewling… Urgh… may suffering give me strength… the pathetic mewling…
My mother, Kotori
Patiently, each has their own journey to enlightenment and some will be longer than others
Hmm, aside from getting @Naomh to marry me? It usually is whatever is the most recent project I poured myself into, I try to avoid dwelling on past things.
A free and bountiful Creation for my decendents
Meropis or diving where I can hunt for a while without interruption. I sometimes need to lose myself to find myself.
@Naomh
Apathy and complacency, the rest I can work with or around.
I have several legitimate fears when it comes to the enemies of Creation. Beyond that, not so much I've survived my Order, House, City and several divorces, I can adapt to most anything.
The shops I run in Targossas at a loss.
The cruel and malicious. There only a few individuals I really hate abut I won't name them.
Failing to instill the values of caring about Creation with many of my kids as my mother had done with me.
Hmm, there are a lot of things that I question but I can usually find a reason or I'll work on it. I wouldn't describe anything as deploring.
Apathy and complacency, I thought I answered this.
Honesty, no relationship can exist without trust.
Fanaticism
Playfully such as storytelling where the truth is obvious or readily made clear.
I have an ongoing joke of when I lose connection with my soul to leave someone in charge now that I am gone.
Some more money and credits wouldn't hurt. I usually work on changing the things about myself that bother me.
Having lived an honest life.
They are usually stream of consciousness, elements of whatever project I am working on now. I had one where I was a ship which was pretty interesting.
Nothing I can really think of, we live in troubled enough times as it is and again I cannot think of anything I would be unable to adapt to. Probably losing my sanity is my worst nightmare.
Do you, or did you, have any role models?
Yes... There was an older Lonesome -another artist, that is to say- in my Village growing up who could make art from... Well... Whatever her mind wandered to.
How do you generally treat others?
As the precious, fractured gems they so seldom see themselves as.
What do you consider your greatest achievement?
Heh. There was this one time... I planted a tree in the chest cavity of @Rip... ...Complete accident, of course.
What is your idea of perfect happiness?
When I have fulfilled every promise, and my night is restful.
What is your dream occupation?
A fully Rogue helmsman on a ship who is treated with respect.
What is your most treasured possession?
Love.
Where do you travel to most often, and why?
I travel where the wind blows, for only ashes remain behind me. What better path might I tread?
When and where were you the happiest?
...May we move on to the next question, please?
What is your most marked characteristic?
I would say, either my fiery temper or this scar.
What is it that you most dislike?
Being helpless as loved ones suffer.
What is your greatest fear (may be a little spoiler-y? You can omit, of course)?
Next question... Please.
What is your greatest extravagance?
The coat I designed recently.
Who do you most despise?
You're looking at her.
What is your greatest regret?
I could have been just a little bit faster when the time was right. That would have changed everything.
Which talent would you most like to have?
Being as artistically gifted as all the Willows before me.
What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
Sometimes I'm not strong enough. Can we move on to the next question?
What is the trait you most deplore in others?
Shoving pity in my face.
What do you most value in your friends?
A sweet smile and a happy voice whispering, "I'm good. Everything is all right." That. That is what I value most.
What do you consider the most overrated virtue?
Redemption.
On what occasions do you lie?
I never lie. Figure that one out.
Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
"I'm fine", "Perhaps", "Why?", and of course, "Can I help with that?"
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
I'm working to change myself into a more open person. Not going so well.
How would you like to die?
Decapitated in mid-air after falling off a cliff... ...Hmm? Oh, you mean in what act would I want to die? Ah. Alone. In the dark. My life for another.
Describe a typical dream you might have.
Don't want to talk about it. Next question?
Describe your worst nightmares.
*Throws chair at wall*
- To love another person is to see the face of G/d
- Let me get my hat and my knife
- It's your apple, take a bite
- Don't dream it ... be it
Do you, or did you, have any role models?
As a young girl, I wanted to be just like my mother, Elenia. On the path to Knighthood in the Wardens, Vox Carus to Selene, Prominent in Cyrenian political life. As I got older, I realized more and more that I needed to focus myself to be who I wanted to be, not who I thought I should be based on others.
Drama free, peaceful time with family and friends, and just being with @Greys. He keeps me sane.
When and where were you the happiest?
Anytime with @Greys, anytime while out fishing and not running from pirates
Unfairness, dishonesty, drama
The loss of another Divine. I didn't take losing Selene very well, I fear what may happen if something was to happen to Papa (Lord Phaestus)
My ship. Class changes several times from druid to runewarden, back to druid back to runie to back to being druid. I also got a sentient pet that eats my gold. if that's not extravagant, I don't know what is. There are others, but those are the biggies
Hmm, I don't know if I can say I truely despise anyone. There are those that I don't care for, and if I had to choose, I'd probably say I have the most illwill feelings toward my first huband
Not being there the moment Selene was killed. @Greys was there, and I think that helped with closure for him. Sometimes I still struggle and wonder if I'd been there if that'd made any difference in recovery.
I've been known to become a workaholic. And I have a bad habit of daydreaming in the middle of hunting trips. I hate hunting, I wish I liked it more. I'd be a horrid Lupine
Unfairness, and dishonesty. The need to create and involve everyone around in drama. Can't you people just leave me alone in peace?
Trust, dependability, loyalty, confidence
Zealotry
I tell my kids that babies come from storks. I'm an old lady, let me have my delusions, each of my babehs are innocent virgins, and no one can convince me otherwise, so all grandbabies must come from storks
awesomesauce, and lovelies. the latter a old habit from the days of Beloved OT.
The ability to keep a surprise a true surprise, I get so excited about stuff that I usually spoil it before I wanted to do it. Makes birthdays and anniversaries challenging
um, can I just not?
Wow been so long since I slept for long enough to dream. I guess these days it would involve more nature themed, or those involving situations with family.
@Greys realizing that he is really too good for me, leaves me in the dust to go chase some young nubile Targossian girl.... well, I'm not worried about the whole nubile Targossian girl bit, but yeah, him realizing he'd be better off without me in his life.
What do you consider your greatest accomplishment? Learning to live on my own, without having to rely on anyone for anything.
@Sarapis -Also when dealing with @Lorielan remember what she did to @Pentharian and the Teserra... She has a pattern....
(Blades of Valour): Draekar says: "Synbios if sunbeams sparkle off that I'll kill you where you stand."
(Party) Halos says, "Disbar?"
(Party) Draekar says, "You know here we have disbar."
(Party) Draekar says, "And over there we have datbar."
So here we go....
Now... Not so much.
Being forced to work with those who value nothing of life or of good.
(Blades of Valour): Draekar says: "Synbios if sunbeams sparkle off that I'll kill you where you stand."
(Party) Halos says, "Disbar?"
(Party) Draekar says, "You know here we have disbar."
(Party) Draekar says, "And over there we have datbar."
Ashtan
Do you, or did you, have any role models?
@Daeir was one as well, and I could say that in his way he still is.
@Aoghinius has been an unexpected one. I could learn a lot from his seeming unending patience.
@Trevize just blows me away. He's incredibly intelligent and I have had unexpectedly fantastic conversations with him.
@Taraus, oddly. I didn't really like her all that much at first, but I wonder if it's because I didn't understand her. I still don't really know her, but I admire that she seems to do whatever she wants, regardless what anyone says or does. That's inspirational.
The longest standing inspiration in my life and someone I will forever look up to is @Isaeah. He is my best friend, and I know that he will never turn his back on me, no matter what. He also brings out the best in me.
Those dreams about joining team Good/Evil are kind of existentially frightening.
"Gilgamesh, where are you hurrying to? You will never find that [everlasting] life for which you are looking. When the gods created man they allotted to him death, but life they retained in their own keeping. As for you, Gilgamesh, fill your belly with good things; day and night, night and day, dance and be merry, feast and rejoice. Let your clothes be fresh, bathe yourself in water, cherish the little child that holds your hand, and make your wife happy in your embrace; for this too is the lot of man."