I need to dive hard into the non-bashing part of the game. I tend to see it as an anxiety hurdle to like do the next things. I don't know things as well as others, being questioned makes me convert into robotic mode for some reason. I still need to do Drudge tasks and get a good mentor and do a ton of stuff. I also thought I'd want to get into combat, but that seems like a huge uphill battle.
How do you all do it? I hate that I hide away in the tundra mindlessly bashing wishing/thinking about how I want to actually play the game.
Also compounds the issue because I'm like "why am I like this when I'm not in so many other areas of my life"? Social anxiety with short bursts of fitting in happens IRL though, putting on the social interaction hat for work/friends.